Here i am

So recently it's been dead rubbish.
I keep having some right mood swings and taking things out on other people although Helen snapped at me this morning. She wrote a blog about me and i read it and she got really mad that it bothered me. The fact that i came to my best friend for a talk and she bitched about it on her blog obviously upset me. I wasn't bothered Lauren was spending time with Jessica, i was bothered that she left it until i was on my way to tell me.
Now Laurens gone over to Mitchells to play with Barry and Mitchell and i'm left here on my own.
It's not that i mind but she never told me where she was going and we was supposed to be going out, like hours ago. Her mums busy in the kitchen and i don't want to face Helen as i think we'll only argue. And i HATE Mitchell. I feel bad saying that as recently everybody seems to be bumming over him, but i don't like him. Probably because of all the bad things he's done to my car and said to me. You can call me childish or immature, i don't care. I just dont like him.
So what the hell am i supposed to do?!
I have to take her Mum and Dad out tonight so we may aswell stay here as it's only like two hours and i said i'd watch a film with Helen even though now i don't want too. And Laurens sleeping which means i will FINALLY get to spend time with her.
I know, you're going to put that i'm childish and if not you'll think it but this blog's for what i think and feel.

That's what i think and feel.