Forgive Me

Yes another song title as my blog title.
Leona Lewis tonight.
So this week we began full on rehersals for our production which opens on thursday.
Its sold out for the full run, thats proper good.
So yesterday was technical rehersals, to be honest we didn't do all that much.. it was more for us to help make props and shit but instead me and Laura went to the shop, bought 2 bottles of irn bru WKD and put it in a normal irn bru bottle and got pissed. It's a little wierd at PYT cause boht Laura and Megan fancy me so its scary being alone with either of them incase they come onto me haha.
Tonight was dress rehersals and it was SO funny! We just laughed onstage for the full two hours!
Even though i was really shit, i got told i was good and my characters keep getting better.. BONUS :)
Opening night tomorrow, my mum, grandma and some other losers are coming from my family BUT my best ever friend and herr beaut sister (who just happens to be my amazing girlfriend) are coming with some of H's cronies. I was thinking, although me and Helen aren't as close as her and Cassy/Hafid (dependant on who she's loving at that moment) she proper is all i have got apart from Laurie. I don't let her know how amazing she actually is (based on the fact everyone else does it and she will sooner or later have to use the back door). So im clinging onto her at the moment. And im taking her to town friday night!
Anyway i ran outta things to say so am off :)

I Hate This Part

So the weekend began on friday with Lauren sleeping at my house. Although it wasn't a crazy pissed up sleepover it was nice just laid cuddling on the sofa watching films together. Even thought my dad came home pissed and wouldnt let us move a muscle incase we decided to have sex while he was sat opposite us?! Idiot.
Saturday night me, Helen, Lauren and Cassy went to watch 'The Strangers' at the cinema in Meadowhall. We took a long drive as we were early whih turned out to be a blessing as i got VERY lost. We did however find a nice diner where me and Helen are going to go one day.
The film was good, the deranged ticket lady wouldnt let us sit together and decided in all her wisdom to spilt us up into pairs even though when we got inside we sat together anyway. Intelligent.
After the film we went hyper in mcdonalds laughing about anything, having fun and being immature. To be honest i've never been so happy.
Then we went onto Elmfield park for half an hour, finally arriving home at around two am.
Sunday was Lauries birthday so we took her to Clumber Park for a not so secret picnic which was really fun :)
We took around 180 photos.
Thought i'd update on my weekend.

The Man Who Cant Be Moved

To be honest, im a shit friend.
What i did to Helen tonight was too bad, i ruined what we had going and abolished the trust we had.
Wanker Wanker Wanker.

Seven Things I Hate About You

In note form:
Well haven't wrote in a while, due to the fact i may aswell be retarded and forgot my password.
Alot has happened since i last wrote, i was disowned by my auntie for reasons i wont mention. The bitch un-invited me to her wedding, good thing she didnt find out about a full scale piss-up and other people sleeping in her childrens beds.

Me and Helen had a moment in WHSmiths today, unsure of the motives but i'll work on that, i dont think i'm an important part of her life as i thought i was to be quite honest.
Me and her cousin Sarah had a heart to heart in town the other week, i told her everything and she told me everything which i told Lauren (with Sarahs permission) and upset her family. Her brother started on me in town, wanted to hit me.. Fuck knows why to be quite honest.

Argh cba, i'll write when i'm bothered.

Disturbia

Haven't wrote in a while, thought i may aswell.
Erm not much has changed, apart from our Lauren.
Not that shes changed, more that our relationship has.
Not bad, i'll explain.
I'm in the most serious relationship i've ever had with the only person i've ever properly loved.
This is mainly because we was best friends before but there's been no bad side effects of this! Helen still loves her, me and Lauren are totally loved up and everythinggs perfect.
Nothing really to report, just thought i'd update.
Helen, Lauren and Cassy are meant to be sleeping at my aunties since she's on holiday tomorrow night but i doubt they will, nothing really goes to plan for me.

Hi Guys!

Ahaa.
Well today's been alright, working 11am - 6pm and i was meant to be going out with our Lauren but she cancelled because she's ill.
I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow, doing 8am - 6pm on the deli, fun fun fun.
I stayed up until about half three this morning talking to my girls, possibly the explanation of Laurens illness tbh.
And monday should be good! Even though i'm slightly scared as if i get caught i'll get in ALOT of trouble =P

Aah lifes good man =)

I'm Not Kidding..

Today Was Mint !
We went to watch a stupid film, bad idea, which Lauren enjoyed but i really didn't!
Then we went to mcdonalds where i parked badly and put my milkshake in Laurens hole once she finished fingering it ? ahahahaha.
Then we went to Cusworth Hall after Lauren decided we was turning right.
Helen made a great co-pilot tbh!
We was bopping along to Leona and Sugababes, quite enjoyed that drive :)
So yeah, at Cusworth we decided to find me a mirror and as the girls decided to abandon me i was consiquently raped by Lesley Garrett.
After playing in MY tunnell, me and Loz had a fight which I WON.
Helen decided she was the official HLD photographer, seen as im shit and Lauren just wont.
I proper enjoyed today and to top of my life being AMAZING i've started seeing Lauren :)
God, can life get any better?!