Guess who ;]

Well after about a 14month break i'm returning ;]
So much has happened in the past year..

I've got myself a job working for the NHS, been doing it for about 4 months now and i right enjoy it :)

I work under G.U.Med at DRI which is our local hospital, i work in sexual health. Fully trained! :) And all on £10.72 an hour!

Me and Lauren are nearing two years together

Split up for about a week, then been together since this big incident last september. All cool now though, all smiles!

New set of friends and new attitude on life

I got into a really bad place and used to drink TOO much so I've stopped drinking so much, i can handle it now :)

Parents split up and live seperatly now

Erm, just wasnt going too well so my dad moved in with his mum leaving us four here.. He doesnt talk to me anymore and although i pretend i'm okay with it... I'm really not!

Mum bought a new house

On Laurens grandads street in Scawthorpe. Got the keys and had a look around today. Its beaut and we're still living in this one until she sells it :)

Found religion

I go to church every sunday now.. Well i go to the minster since my church is Doncaster Minster :) I'm getting baptised soon! And I'm in the church choir as a second tenor so i get to wear a beaut cassock ;) haha..

Anyway thats me done for now. I shall be on regular now. Here's a quiz to see how I've updated my littel life then over & out.

Name :David

Nick Name :Dave/Pegz

Birthdate :29/05/1990

Current Location:Living Room

Eye Color:Blue

Hair Color:Brown

Height:6ft.

Weight:9stone

Piercings:Left Ear.

Tattoos:Four, One On My Back, One On My Wrist, One On My Chest And On On The Side Of My Hand.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend:Girlfirend-Lauren.

Vehicle:Land Rover When It's Fixed.

Overused Phrase:"I'm A Lamp Post I Am" And "Pal"

FAVORITES

Food:Sausage Casserole

Pub/Disc/Restaurant:Carlos

Sweet:Them Little Green Turtles

Number:2

Colour:White

Animal:Fish

Drink:Anything Cherry

Body Part on Opposite sex:Bum

Perfume:Boy-Joop Jump! Girl-Midnight Fantasty

TV Show:Cougar Town/Glee

Music Album:Turn It Up - Pixie Lott

Movie:The Blair Witch Project

Actor/Actress:Sasha Baron Cohen

This or That

Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi

McDonalds or BurgerKing:McDonalds

Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate

Hot Chocolate or Coffee:Hot Chocolate

Kiss or Hug:Kiss

Dog or Cat:Cat

Rap or Punk:Rap

Summer or Winter:Summer

Scary Movies or Funny Movies:Scary

Love or Money:Love.

YOUR...

Bedtime:About Half One

Most Missed Memory:Having My Corsa

Best phyiscal feature:Teeth I'm Told :/

First Thought Waking Up:"Why Talk To Me When I Just Wake Up?"

Ambition:To Be A Police Man

Best Friends:Katy, Nicola, Craig & Demi

Weakness:Lauren =/

Fears:Canals

Longest relationship:Nearly Two Years

HAVE YOU...

Ever been beaten up:Yes ¬¬

Ever beaten someone up:Yeah

Ever Shoplifted:Yeah

Ever Skinny Dipped:Noo

Ever Kissed Opposite sex:Yes

Been Dumped Lately:No

IN A GUY/GAL

Favorite Eye Color:Blue

Favorite Hair Color:Brown

Short or Long:Long

Height:Smaller Than Me But Not Too Short

Style:Any Really

Looks or Personality:Both

Hot or Cute:Cute

Muscular or Really Skinny:Not Muscular

RANDOMS

What country do you want to Visit:France Again

How do you want to Die:In My Sleep

Been to the Mall Lately:Yeah

Get along with your Parents:My Mum At Times

Health Freak:No

Do you think your Attractive:Not Ugly?

Believe in Yourself:Yeah

Want to go to College:No

Do you Smoke:Nope

Do you Drink:Yes

Shower Daily:Yes

Been in Love:I Am

Do you Sing:Yeah

Want to get Married:Yeah

Do you want Children:Yeah

Age you wanna lose your Virginity:Long Gone Pal

Hate anyone:Yes

"I'd never forgive you"

ARGH OMG IM SO ANGRY
Today me and Lauren took Bradley (conviniently re-named Bratley by Helen) out for the day. Only 12 until four so i didn't expect too many problems but he was such a little bleeder. He always insisted on his own way and i got nasty with him. Lauren had a word with me and said to be nicer so i did try. But he went and picked up two large pieces of wood and went to throw them into the canal and i told him to stop but he ignored me and threw one in. As he went to throw in the second i told him off so he calmly turned around and said "Lauren, can i throw this in?"
I was fuming!
Lauren was walking a little ahead on the other side of the road and he walking too close to the road. I gently tugged the back of his top to keep him close to me as i did admitedly want him safe, as i did this he began shouting at me saying i was strangling him! He then went to run across the road as cars were coming and i tried to stop him but he ignored me and ran across. He is such a little brat! And it's always me that lands in trouble. Me and Lauren aren't talking now and it's all that little twats fault!

Last night Helen slept over and it was actually quite good! I was meant to sleep at hers but her dad said that if i was in when he got home he would walk out. I know he was tired and had a bad day but it's hard not to take that personally. But anyway we stopped at the flat and we watched 'Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Begining." then "Saw IV".
I knocked a full bottle of watermelon alcopop over Helens brand new laptop and although i did little damage i felt so, so bad cause when she dropped my phone in a bucket of water i went mental at her so i just felt awful that she was so nice about it.
We went and sat on Bentley Park for about an hour at 2am(ish). And we had a really good talk, got everything off our chests. I still think she's my best friend.

I'm at Laurens house now, she's in the next room tidying and she's not talking to me. I was horrible to her cousin, had been arguing with her sister and was nasty to her. She's right, whenever i argue with someone i purposefully put her in the middle of it and make her have to either chose or upset her. She's my world so why am i such a twat to everyone around me?



F.N. - I think god wants me dead. Two car accidents in the past month. Both quite bad. Gutted.

Here i am

So recently it's been dead rubbish.
I keep having some right mood swings and taking things out on other people although Helen snapped at me this morning. She wrote a blog about me and i read it and she got really mad that it bothered me. The fact that i came to my best friend for a talk and she bitched about it on her blog obviously upset me. I wasn't bothered Lauren was spending time with Jessica, i was bothered that she left it until i was on my way to tell me.
Now Laurens gone over to Mitchells to play with Barry and Mitchell and i'm left here on my own.
It's not that i mind but she never told me where she was going and we was supposed to be going out, like hours ago. Her mums busy in the kitchen and i don't want to face Helen as i think we'll only argue. And i HATE Mitchell. I feel bad saying that as recently everybody seems to be bumming over him, but i don't like him. Probably because of all the bad things he's done to my car and said to me. You can call me childish or immature, i don't care. I just dont like him.
So what the hell am i supposed to do?!
I have to take her Mum and Dad out tonight so we may aswell stay here as it's only like two hours and i said i'd watch a film with Helen even though now i don't want too. And Laurens sleeping which means i will FINALLY get to spend time with her.
I know, you're going to put that i'm childish and if not you'll think it but this blog's for what i think and feel.

That's what i think and feel.

Missioning

Last night Barry slept over at the flat and it actually was quite fun. We left Laurens house at about quater past eleven and went to the flat until quater to twelve when we picked up Barrys friend Mitchell. We then went back to park the car and started walking up to Arksey. We walked around the graveyard in the dark which is quite scary and then headed up to the park. We span around on this spinny thing and got very dizzy :(
Mitch pushed Barry too fast on the roundabout and he was starting to feel sick so we left and i pressed a door bell and ran off. Bad ass, i know.
We walked around the estate and Barry hopped over someones fence, and grabbed a hanging basket shaped as a duck. He began to run towards the fence where i was stood and Mitch was further down the street as he was shitting it. As Barry got closer a dog started barking so he threw the duck over the fence and dived over. We walked around a little more and took a picture of Barry and the duck. Then he threw it into a field. We walked around some more whilst Barry knocked on various doors and picked me some flowers :)
We then walked back through the graveyard and i showed him my uncles grave. We then went for a quick drive and took Mitch home and went to bed as i was absolutley knackard!!
Anywayyy, nothing else to write..

Rant...

Haven't wrote to this for like AGES..
Good reasoning to this though.
I moved out from my parents, years of arguing, abusive behavour and upset turned out to be too much to cope with. So i got a flat, it's okay but that really made me come face to face with my biggest fear, being alone.
I mean it's okay on a weekend but during the week, especially in a morning, i get so lonely.
Then we got a cat, it's a little white cat... One blue eye and one green eye. And it's deaf. And as much as i don't mind talking to a deaf cat, once again I'm second best to someone else and all it does when Laurens not there is mope about, missing her. Not at all interested in me. The gay.
Right okay, so me and Lauren have been together for eight and a bit months, so i decided to get her name tattooed on my chest. People keep telling me i shouldn't of done it and i'll regret it but to be fair... Who's body is it?! Mine! So can i do what i want? Yes i fucking can. Lauren and Helen like it so do i care? No i don't!
We all got made redundant at work and i really actually panicked... What if i didn't get a new job?! I'd be homeless and although i'm sort of talking to my mum again she said they wouldn't have me back...
But luckily John recommended a company and i start on tuesday. Apparently i'll do well at it because i've done tele-sales and this is door-to-door selling.
Helen got accepted to a university in scotland and i know for a fac she thinks i love the thought of that. She thinks i love 'getting rid of her'. I don't. Yeah i do go out with her sister but shes still my best friend. And i mean i don't have many people i know i can rely on, shes one of the most constant people in my life and to be honest... I'll miss her.
Now Georgina is coming Benidorm with us instead of Cassy. Cassys parents are total fucking cunts (excuse my french). But seriously, they were so horrible and when Helen stuck up for me they got nasty with me too. So she fucked off and left us with G. The most annoying person who's ever walked this earth. ARGH! God.

Ermm... Things to talk about =/ ..

I'll get back to you.

4 Weeks..

...Isn't a very long time really.
A month, 28(ish) days, 1/12 of a year...



This past month has been so up and down for me, i really don't know where to begin.
I started a full time job on January 6th. Its cold calling businesses trying to sell a policy that claims not to be insurance but really is. I think i hate it. But theres so many things i love.

HATE

• Looking at a computer screen all day gives me headaches
• I get really hungry during the day
• Starts at nine am, meaning i have to set off at eight thirty which is too early
• I have to park MILES away and its a good ten minute walk
• Druggies shout during the day and its distracting
• I have to be REALLY sneaky going on facebook & bebo
• Its not a secure job AT ALL
• Alot of the friends i made got the sack
• I sit next to an old man which a HUGE gob and its so distracting & hard to hear
• My boss is scary
• I had to fake a lead today so i would meet my target
• You get so much abuse on the phones, when its only my job!

LOVE

• The people I've met
• The money
• Finishing at half four
• Having a morning and afternoon break
• Finishing early on fridays so i can pick up Lauren
• Dressing smart/casual
• Having my own desk
• Going on bebo during the day
• The cottage pie from the restraunt below (when i can afford it!)
• Bragging about Lauren to new people
• Talking to people with a geordie, scouse or irish accent!

So it's in the balance between hating and loving.

Talking of loving... Lauren.
Things are going quite well. She loves me, and proves it quite regulary so its all good on that front.

Found out my grandad had cancer. The worst is that me, Rebecca and Megan aren't meant to know. Even though he has four weeks to live we aren't allowed to know?! I think they want us to think he died of natural causes i guess, makes it easier on us. But i heard a voicemail message and heard them shouting at each other today, saying he has four weeks to live and that they hated each other. Not good.

Laurens parents are going through the same thing, at the exact same time... But yet i daren't tell anyone my problems with them because it makes me feel selfish as Laurens having a hard time too. I had a talk with Lauren about it and she seems really scared.

Benidorm in 23 weeks today.
Cool.

F#@$ing Idiot.

ARGHHHH

I'm so annoyed!

Well today was really good.

Had my training for my new job this morning and that went really well. Then me, Helen and Lauren went missioning for sweets at various Netto stores which was rather amusing! Then we went to Mcdonalds and observed Lauren being broody and Helen being sick =/.

Then Lauren was meant to ring me at night and as i had nothing else planned i really looked forward to that!

Then Claire Daly rang me. This little skank has known me since year seven and she recently got pregnant to a moron and he fucked off and left her.

So she was really upset and asked me to town and she'll pay... I didn't want to as i was in bed and waiting for Lauren to ring me but because of her situation i did, rang Lauren telling her and then got ready.

I had to walk there and it was so cold being the middle of December!

When i got there i met Claire then she left me in town on my own with no money to fuck off with Jamie! So i had to go home on my own! I had been there for a total of an hour and as i was walking home i was moaning to Lauren about it on the phone then her phone died so i had to walk home with no coat, in the cold in silence...

... GUTTED.

Being in love.

My friend Luana said this to me on msn tonight.


LUANAHITCHENBABEY,(L) (MrsPower,MrsHanley,MrsFurlong+MrsMarsden) says:
we went for a walk 2 sort things outtt ,, n all hes mates showed up :@ so i went ryt im goin ,, he got my by the arm n sed noo stay please ,, held my hand n walked or 2 emm ,, n sed ryt listen uu dnt like her dats uur prob! i love her ryt ? n looked at me n Kissed me :) n dai all went fuckin ell reay uu lovin sum1 ,, n he goes ye and ur prob is ? dai went uu cud off got sum1 decent ,, n by dis tym i was nearlly cryin :( n he sed look at ur girls ,, in mini skirts and ardly ani close ,, more make-up dan i fuckin hoe and den look at myn ,, wearin my manu top wen shes a bburn fan ,, jeans ,, shes gowjuss ,, n ardlly ani make-up coz she dunt need it. he goes wen have uu ever heard ur girl say i love you ? n his 'bestmate' went never ,, he goes derr yah go den , i have the better girl!

How beaut is that :)
I mean seriously, being in love is the best feeling in the world.
She said "wearin my manu top wen shes a bburn fan" and to be honest to a football fan that's a big thing.
I wear Laurens Chelsea top when i'm a Man Utd fan.
Today Lauren proper acted like she was in love with me, she was all over me in town and she kept telling me how much she loved me.. In person.
Then on MSN she was being REALLY nice.
It's an amazing feeling love.

I decided what song i'm singing on X Factor
Broken Strings - James Morrison.

Over and out.

X FACTORRRRRRRRRRR

Oh yes, I'm off again.
Even though i had to wait for seven hours in a que with wierd Irish people and had to get up at like 5am... I'm doing it !
Got through three auditions last time so I'm excited!
But i can't sing like i used too.
Anyway.
Did my christmas shopping today.
So so far i have got:
MUM - A bottle of Baileys.
DAD - Nothing cause he's a prick.
BECKII - Impulse gift pack, sweets.
MEGAN - CD, sweets.
HELEN - Book, Photo Album. (She already knows ¬¬)
LAUREN - PCD Tickets, Britney Spears perfume, High School Musical perfume, necklace, Chelsea calender.
BARRY - The Hoosiers album, sweets.
DEAN - Chain, sweets.
GRANDMA - Sweets.
GRANDAD - Sweets.

LEFT TO BUY -
CASSY - ??
RACH - ??
LAUREN - Gok Wans book or Paul O'Gradys book... Dependant on what she chooses tomorrow.

So yeah.
I'm going christmas shopping with her tomorrow and I'm excited cause i haven't seen her since sunday!!

Nothing left to say i'm afraid.
Over and out.

Helen tagged me, the little bugger.

So the idea of this is to list six things that make you happy and then tag six people to do it!

GIRLS ALOUD

I'm sorry but they really do. There music proper boosts me and the lyrics tend to be quite meaningful.
And there's no denying they're rather attractive!

MY FIANCEE

My baby. My world. My everything. Need i say anymore?

JAPANESE FIGHTER FISH

So yeah, recently i have started to bum over Japanese fighter fish. I had one called Carol (all of my fish are called Carol) and she got diseased and died :(.

But basically i think they are so cool, they come in loads of diff colours and i right like them so this had to be one.

DRIVING

Especially with the Besties. Knowing you can go anywhere, do anything and get lost alot.. Makes me feel so free and makes me a little adventurous (sp?).

MY BEST FRIENDS

They're mint, end of.

HOT CHOCOLATE

Makes me happy, no matter what.

I have no friends on blogger that i can think of that aint done this.
So just give it a bash kids?

Stress.

Yes i have it, REAL bad.

I mean, my life should be perfect right?

• Parents still together
• Have a car
• Engaged to a beautiful girl
• Got a great bunch of friends
• Going on holiday in July.

I mean yeah, should be perfect but it's not!

After being kicked out last week i can't be in the house at the same time as my dad anymore. He's so abusive and totally reminds me of how he used to be with us. He came in this afternoon and started on me for no reason. I mean how come i can't be home when he is?!
It's just not fair!!

Looks like i have to sell Gina next year. Not fair since she gave the besties loads of good memories and i have to walk to Laurens every night now.

Me and Lauren have argued so much recently. Lauren says it's because i changed to be good but then changed back and i can see what she means but it's understandable with everything i've been going through recently. I really miss the way things were with her and i think i'm going to have to change again because i know that if i lose her it'd kill me!
She seems like she's been so off with me recently, i don't blame her though with everything ive been putting her through. I just want her to know that i am in love with her, even if i don't act it all the time.
:(

Emma Connor fucks me off!
She keeps ringing my house and texting me wanting me to see her, not getting the hint that i hate her and never want to see her again. I mean after threatening Lauren i wouldn't let ANYONE back into my life, never mind a person who i already hated. Now she's saying its all my fault her lifes going a tad bad atm.. JOIN THE CLUB!

And the Besties holiday is booked. That should be good!
Only thing i have to look forward too

:(

The start of a new era.

In which i write blogs with real titles.
So this week has been hideous.
I got thrown out this weekend, slept in my car one night (which is SO uncomfortable, cold and just plain NASTY) then crashed in Laurens bed the second before finally being allowed home on the third night.
I dont really have anything to blog. Just wanted to do one really :)

Shut up and drive

RIHANNA

Oh my god. I think i actually am going to cry. I've had the worst two days in the whole of the entire universe!!
Right... so... It all began on wednesday when me and Lauren had to pick up Helen from rehersal at 5pm. We went at five but totally didn't see her and Lauren said the theatre lights were off so we went away home thinking she had got on the bus. Then when we got home i felt really bad so we drove back and on the way there Lesley rang us saying that Helen was waiting at lower school, the time now being half past five. So with the traffic we finally got there at six and i volunteered to take Cassy home. As we were going Helen was obviously a little peeved and after getting bollocked by her dad, was letting off steam. Me, being me, decided to start singing leading Helen to belive i was muttering something against her. So we had a big bust up which intensified when we got home as we both thought the other was wrong. A bit stupid but thats me and our H for you. Love to hate each other. So then i went away and thursday night i couldn't see the girls as they were going christmas shopping which didn't actually turn out to be christmas shopping. I saw Lauren and Helen in town with Georgina whilst i was with Dean. Helen ignored me and so off i went in more of a mood than i normally am (which is normally pretty bad). Then i went to my grandmas to collect some stuff and was told by my grandad that he thought i had stolen £60 whilst at his house for the weekend. I TOTALLY NEVER! I was with Lauren every second whilst we was there other than going to the toilet which is no where near the living room where the money was kept. We weren't even in that room we was in the bedroom doing my speech most of the time. Which still isn't done! So anyway, my grandad said he wanted the £40 he paid me for going round back.. And that i was no longer welcome at the house... EVER. I'm obviously going to be upset at the fact that i've been banished from my own grandparents house and that they think i could steal from them. So i went i decided to go on a night round town with Dean to take my mind off things. I went to visit Lauren who made me feel a bit better about it and buttoned up my top for me :)
Then round town at about half eleven in Karisma i had my drink spiked.. We left just after and went to Priory where i had a fit and collapsed... So we left for home and whilst walking i repeatedly collapsed and so we changed courses and headed for the infamous Doncaster Royal Infirmary. I couldn't see straight never mind walk the two miles to the hospital, and not due to drink.. Due to the drug added. I collapsed again banging my head on a pavement, knocking myself out and falling awkwardly on my wrist. Dean had to firemans lift me to the hospital, bless him. Once there we had to wait hours and hours to be seen (you think im kidding, im really not). I had to have four X-rays on my wrist as they thought it was broken, have blood tests for the spiked drink and had one hell of alot of tablets for the splitting headache! I found out my drink had been spiked with Rohipnal (seriously guys, thats a date-rape drug?!) and i had badly sprained my wrist.
So then we had to walk home and finally arrived at half eight in the morning, and because i couldn't tell my mum where i'd been (as i wasn't allowed town), i had to act bright and fine without any injuries.
So now i'm going to go to bed seen as i've had no sleep in over 24 hours and wake up around mid-day to check bebo comments as to the arrangement for Helens play tonight. Can't wait for that, even if i am poorly!
Anyway, that's my dispicable life.

Hero

Mariah Carey


i need to be in the mood to write blogs, and i'm not..
So here's a quiz.

Name :
David
Nick Name :
Dave/Bubble Boy/Super Dave
Birthdate :
29/05/1990
Current Location:
Living Room
Eye Color:
Blue
Hair Color:
Brown
Height:
6ft.
Weight:
9stone
Piercings:
None
Tatoos:
Two, One On My Back And One On My Wrist.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Nope, Bit More ;]
Vehicle:
Vauxall Corsa (GINA!)
Overused Phrase:
Wazzack/Bint/Nut
FAVORITES
Food:
Noodles
Pub/Disc/Restaurant:
Relish Or Central Park
Sweet:
Twirls?
Number:
2
Color:
Blue/Red
Animal:
Fishh
Drink:
Red WKD/Fanta Fruit Twist/Watermelon Bacardi Breezer
Body Part on Opposite sex:
Does Hair Count?
Perfume:
On Me - Joop Jump; On Lauren - Midnight Fantasy
TV Show:
Hollyoaks/Desperate Housewives/The Bill
Music Album:
Out Of Control - Girls Aloud
Movie:
Amityville Horror
Actor/Actress:
Elle Fanning
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:
Pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing:
McDonalds
Chocolate or Vanilla
Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:
Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:
Both
Dog or Cat:
Cat
Rap or Punk:
Punk
Summer or Winter:
Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:
Scary
Love or Money:
Both.. But Probs Love.
YOUR...
Bedtime:
Usually Around Midnight
Most Missed Memory:
Dome Camp
Best phyiscal feature:
On Me? Geez None :L
First Thought Waking Up:
I Can Have Another Hour :)
Ambition:
Open A Clothes Shop
Best Friends:
Helen & Cassy
Weakness:
Lauren =/
Fears:
Canals
Longest relationship:
Nearly 5 Month
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner:
:O NO!
Ever been beaten up:
Yes ¬¬
Ever beaten someone up:
Yeah
Ever Shoplifted:
Sort Of?
Ever Skinny Dipped:
Noo
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:
Yes
Been Dumped Lately:
No :)
IN A GUY/GAL
Favorite Eye Color:
Blue
Favorite Hair Color:
Brown
Short or Long:
Long
Height:
Smaller Than Me But Not Too Short
Style:
Any Really
Looks or Personality:
Both
Hot or Cute
Cute
Muscular or Really Skinny:
Not Muscular :
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit:
Egypt
How do you want to Die:
In My Sleep
Been to the Mall Lately:
Noo
Get along with your Parents:
Noo
Health Freak:
A Bit
Do you think your Attractive:
Noo
Believe in Yourself:
Sometimes
Want to go to College:
I Do
Do you Smoke:
Nope
Do you Drink:
Yess
Shower Daily:
Yess
Been in Love:
I Am
Do you Sing:
I Try
Want to get Married:
Obvs ;]
Do you want Children:
Yess, A Girl
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:
Bit Personal Tar
Hate anyone:
Yes

What Hurts The Most

CASCADA


QUIZZZZZZZ


EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:
FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Naomi Kenworthy
FIRST SCHOOL: Kirkby Avenue
FIRST CELL PHONE: Nokia Brick Phone
FIRST FUNERAL: My Great Grandads
FIRST PET: Tiny The Dog
FIRST BIG TRIP: Tunisia
FIRST FIGHT: Carl Hackett
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Britney Spears
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Tunisia
FIRST JOB: Smith Bros
FIRST BEBO FRIEND: Sammbo & Daniiee
EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS
LAST PERSON I HUGGED: Lauren
LAST CAR RIDE: Home From Laurens
LAST TIME I CRIED?: Last Week
LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: The Shining
LAST FOOD I ATE: Noodles
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Christmas Present
LAST SHIRT WORN: Grey Gio-Goi One Now
LAST PHONE CALL: To The Answerphone
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: Megan
LAST THING I TOUCHED: Keyboard
LAST FUNERAL: Uncle Peters
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: Last Week
LAST TIME I WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: Earlier Today
LAST PERSON I SAW: Mum
LAST THING I DRANK: Tea
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE MY HEART: Nobody
LAST TIME I WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: Yesterday

Miss You Bow Wow

GIRLS ALOUD


Well haven't wrote in a while.
So this week has been eventful.
I've had two fillings because i had a hole inbetween my teeth, Lauren pressured me to go to the dentist so i did. Glad i did though to be fair haha.
I had an allergic reaction to some sleeping pills, i took them cause Lauren did and my face had swollen up real bad, and im not allowed to college for a week. Who knows why. But that means i get to go and Grannie-sit with Helen tomorrow, then i'm picking Lauren up from school and we have Caladoneon. I'm glad Lauren comes there with me, she gets on so well with everybody there and its nice to have a good looking girl on my arm to show off (i of course dont mean to sound like a schovonistic pig though lol).
Ermm.. im waiting on Lauren getting back from training now so i can go over.
Im so bored.

Im stealing this off some girls blog that i read.

nows:
listening to: the drone of my fish tank filter.
drinking: fanta fruit twist.
mood: fed up.
thinking about: tomorrow.

Over and out.

Love Is The Key

Girls Aloud

4 things that I did today...
1. Went to college, studying road traffic accidents.. Lovely.
2. Had a bit of a sing along to Girls Aloud.

3. Worked on Laurens song.
4. Bummed about on Bebo.

4 things on my to-do list
1. Finish Laurens song.
2. Christmas shopping.
3. Book Benidorm.
4. Book tickets for Scotland at new year.
4 guilty pleasures
1. Cheesy pop music.. :)
2. Bacon, seriously.. I would never say no.
3. Erm.. im not saying the third one, but i thought it ;]
4. Watching rubbish morning programs like GMTV.
4 random facts about me
1. I have a tattoo of a Scottish thistle.

2. I really DONT do mornings.
3. Lager makes me sick.
4. I relate most of my memorys to songs, so when i hear that song i think of the memory... Got a beaut one to 'One Step At A Time' by Jordin Sparks.

:)

Rusty Halo

The Script

"Next day i'm your super girl out to save the world, and it keeps getting better"
The rest of that song from before.

So today has been quite good.
Picked up my girls and Baz from school then had tea at Laurens.
Then we went for a mission where we fell out, made up, i nearly got drowned, planned a 'hot day' tomorrow (which i swear to god i cant wait for!!!!!!) and then went back home as i had dancing.
My grandma was telling me today about how her and my grandad got together when she was sixteen and they got engaged on my grandmas eighteenth (like me and Lauren plan), moved in together when she was nineteen (like me and Lauren plan) and got married when she was twenty (like me and Lauren plan). She said if its serious then we should start saving just a couple of quid a week but by the time we get married at twenty we'll have quite a bit, so me and Lauren agreed on the idea. My grandma proper understood me about my relationship with Lauren cause she has had the young romance that your parents didnt really belive in.. It was lovely hearing her stories about what it was like when they were dating, sounds EXACTLY like me and Lauren :)
I think i'm on my way to being BEST FRIENDS properly with my Helen. Which is good cause i love her tons and she knows it, we get on so well cause we're so different and we often bounce ideas and stuff off each other.
Then tonight i went to Laurens to watch DH...
OMFG LAURENS HALLOWEEN COSTUME..
BEAUT OR FUCKING WHAT!!!
I can't wait for that night :)

Anyway im gonna go to bed happy tonight.
And im gonna do my DH in bed, I PROMISE :D

Mambo

Helena Paprizou

"some days i'm a super bitch, up to my old tricks but it wont last forever."
Thats me ;)
I'm gonna behave. No arguments with my Helen and no strops with my Lauren.
I dont want to lose Helen and if i carry on i will.
So i agree to behave, i promise.

I'm picking Lauren up from school tonight, then staying with her till seven.
I need to clean my room cause i don't want to stay out with Lauren in the car until seven and her dad will be home. But i cant be arsed. I should really.

Hmm.. Decisions.

Keeps Getting Better

CHRISTINA AGUILERA

I dont show emotion to a certain type of person.
I person i feel to be in major control, and a person i respect way too much, like parents, teachers and this one particuar girl.
I know i went way to far last night and i dont want it to be the end of us.
My mistakes come quite often and i understand it's a constant challenge to remain my friend.
I didnt put it in my blog cause id feel you think it was a sob story but the majority of the upset today was cause i betrayed my best friend and i feel so bad.
Helen.
I know its only a word, but i mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I'm sorry.
x