F#@$ing Idiot.

ARGHHHH

I'm so annoyed!

Well today was really good.

Had my training for my new job this morning and that went really well. Then me, Helen and Lauren went missioning for sweets at various Netto stores which was rather amusing! Then we went to Mcdonalds and observed Lauren being broody and Helen being sick =/.

Then Lauren was meant to ring me at night and as i had nothing else planned i really looked forward to that!

Then Claire Daly rang me. This little skank has known me since year seven and she recently got pregnant to a moron and he fucked off and left her.

So she was really upset and asked me to town and she'll pay... I didn't want to as i was in bed and waiting for Lauren to ring me but because of her situation i did, rang Lauren telling her and then got ready.

I had to walk there and it was so cold being the middle of December!

When i got there i met Claire then she left me in town on my own with no money to fuck off with Jamie! So i had to go home on my own! I had been there for a total of an hour and as i was walking home i was moaning to Lauren about it on the phone then her phone died so i had to walk home with no coat, in the cold in silence...

... GUTTED.

Being in love.

My friend Luana said this to me on msn tonight.


LUANAHITCHENBABEY,(L) (MrsPower,MrsHanley,MrsFurlong+MrsMarsden) says:
we went for a walk 2 sort things outtt ,, n all hes mates showed up :@ so i went ryt im goin ,, he got my by the arm n sed noo stay please ,, held my hand n walked or 2 emm ,, n sed ryt listen uu dnt like her dats uur prob! i love her ryt ? n looked at me n Kissed me :) n dai all went fuckin ell reay uu lovin sum1 ,, n he goes ye and ur prob is ? dai went uu cud off got sum1 decent ,, n by dis tym i was nearlly cryin :( n he sed look at ur girls ,, in mini skirts and ardly ani close ,, more make-up dan i fuckin hoe and den look at myn ,, wearin my manu top wen shes a bburn fan ,, jeans ,, shes gowjuss ,, n ardlly ani make-up coz she dunt need it. he goes wen have uu ever heard ur girl say i love you ? n his 'bestmate' went never ,, he goes derr yah go den , i have the better girl!

How beaut is that :)
I mean seriously, being in love is the best feeling in the world.
She said "wearin my manu top wen shes a bburn fan" and to be honest to a football fan that's a big thing.
I wear Laurens Chelsea top when i'm a Man Utd fan.
Today Lauren proper acted like she was in love with me, she was all over me in town and she kept telling me how much she loved me.. In person.
Then on MSN she was being REALLY nice.
It's an amazing feeling love.

I decided what song i'm singing on X Factor
Broken Strings - James Morrison.

Over and out.

X FACTORRRRRRRRRRR

Oh yes, I'm off again.
Even though i had to wait for seven hours in a que with wierd Irish people and had to get up at like 5am... I'm doing it !
Got through three auditions last time so I'm excited!
But i can't sing like i used too.
Anyway.
Did my christmas shopping today.
So so far i have got:
MUM - A bottle of Baileys.
DAD - Nothing cause he's a prick.
BECKII - Impulse gift pack, sweets.
MEGAN - CD, sweets.
HELEN - Book, Photo Album. (She already knows ¬¬)
LAUREN - PCD Tickets, Britney Spears perfume, High School Musical perfume, necklace, Chelsea calender.
BARRY - The Hoosiers album, sweets.
DEAN - Chain, sweets.
GRANDMA - Sweets.
GRANDAD - Sweets.

LEFT TO BUY -
CASSY - ??
RACH - ??
LAUREN - Gok Wans book or Paul O'Gradys book... Dependant on what she chooses tomorrow.

So yeah.
I'm going christmas shopping with her tomorrow and I'm excited cause i haven't seen her since sunday!!

Nothing left to say i'm afraid.
Over and out.

Helen tagged me, the little bugger.

So the idea of this is to list six things that make you happy and then tag six people to do it!

GIRLS ALOUD

I'm sorry but they really do. There music proper boosts me and the lyrics tend to be quite meaningful.
And there's no denying they're rather attractive!

MY FIANCEE

My baby. My world. My everything. Need i say anymore?

JAPANESE FIGHTER FISH

So yeah, recently i have started to bum over Japanese fighter fish. I had one called Carol (all of my fish are called Carol) and she got diseased and died :(.

But basically i think they are so cool, they come in loads of diff colours and i right like them so this had to be one.

DRIVING

Especially with the Besties. Knowing you can go anywhere, do anything and get lost alot.. Makes me feel so free and makes me a little adventurous (sp?).

MY BEST FRIENDS

They're mint, end of.

HOT CHOCOLATE

Makes me happy, no matter what.

I have no friends on blogger that i can think of that aint done this.
So just give it a bash kids?

Stress.

Yes i have it, REAL bad.

I mean, my life should be perfect right?

• Parents still together
• Have a car
• Engaged to a beautiful girl
• Got a great bunch of friends
• Going on holiday in July.

I mean yeah, should be perfect but it's not!

After being kicked out last week i can't be in the house at the same time as my dad anymore. He's so abusive and totally reminds me of how he used to be with us. He came in this afternoon and started on me for no reason. I mean how come i can't be home when he is?!
It's just not fair!!

Looks like i have to sell Gina next year. Not fair since she gave the besties loads of good memories and i have to walk to Laurens every night now.

Me and Lauren have argued so much recently. Lauren says it's because i changed to be good but then changed back and i can see what she means but it's understandable with everything i've been going through recently. I really miss the way things were with her and i think i'm going to have to change again because i know that if i lose her it'd kill me!
She seems like she's been so off with me recently, i don't blame her though with everything ive been putting her through. I just want her to know that i am in love with her, even if i don't act it all the time.
:(

Emma Connor fucks me off!
She keeps ringing my house and texting me wanting me to see her, not getting the hint that i hate her and never want to see her again. I mean after threatening Lauren i wouldn't let ANYONE back into my life, never mind a person who i already hated. Now she's saying its all my fault her lifes going a tad bad atm.. JOIN THE CLUB!

And the Besties holiday is booked. That should be good!
Only thing i have to look forward too

:(

The start of a new era.

In which i write blogs with real titles.
So this week has been hideous.
I got thrown out this weekend, slept in my car one night (which is SO uncomfortable, cold and just plain NASTY) then crashed in Laurens bed the second before finally being allowed home on the third night.
I dont really have anything to blog. Just wanted to do one really :)

Shut up and drive

RIHANNA

Oh my god. I think i actually am going to cry. I've had the worst two days in the whole of the entire universe!!
Right... so... It all began on wednesday when me and Lauren had to pick up Helen from rehersal at 5pm. We went at five but totally didn't see her and Lauren said the theatre lights were off so we went away home thinking she had got on the bus. Then when we got home i felt really bad so we drove back and on the way there Lesley rang us saying that Helen was waiting at lower school, the time now being half past five. So with the traffic we finally got there at six and i volunteered to take Cassy home. As we were going Helen was obviously a little peeved and after getting bollocked by her dad, was letting off steam. Me, being me, decided to start singing leading Helen to belive i was muttering something against her. So we had a big bust up which intensified when we got home as we both thought the other was wrong. A bit stupid but thats me and our H for you. Love to hate each other. So then i went away and thursday night i couldn't see the girls as they were going christmas shopping which didn't actually turn out to be christmas shopping. I saw Lauren and Helen in town with Georgina whilst i was with Dean. Helen ignored me and so off i went in more of a mood than i normally am (which is normally pretty bad). Then i went to my grandmas to collect some stuff and was told by my grandad that he thought i had stolen £60 whilst at his house for the weekend. I TOTALLY NEVER! I was with Lauren every second whilst we was there other than going to the toilet which is no where near the living room where the money was kept. We weren't even in that room we was in the bedroom doing my speech most of the time. Which still isn't done! So anyway, my grandad said he wanted the £40 he paid me for going round back.. And that i was no longer welcome at the house... EVER. I'm obviously going to be upset at the fact that i've been banished from my own grandparents house and that they think i could steal from them. So i went i decided to go on a night round town with Dean to take my mind off things. I went to visit Lauren who made me feel a bit better about it and buttoned up my top for me :)
Then round town at about half eleven in Karisma i had my drink spiked.. We left just after and went to Priory where i had a fit and collapsed... So we left for home and whilst walking i repeatedly collapsed and so we changed courses and headed for the infamous Doncaster Royal Infirmary. I couldn't see straight never mind walk the two miles to the hospital, and not due to drink.. Due to the drug added. I collapsed again banging my head on a pavement, knocking myself out and falling awkwardly on my wrist. Dean had to firemans lift me to the hospital, bless him. Once there we had to wait hours and hours to be seen (you think im kidding, im really not). I had to have four X-rays on my wrist as they thought it was broken, have blood tests for the spiked drink and had one hell of alot of tablets for the splitting headache! I found out my drink had been spiked with Rohipnal (seriously guys, thats a date-rape drug?!) and i had badly sprained my wrist.
So then we had to walk home and finally arrived at half eight in the morning, and because i couldn't tell my mum where i'd been (as i wasn't allowed town), i had to act bright and fine without any injuries.
So now i'm going to go to bed seen as i've had no sleep in over 24 hours and wake up around mid-day to check bebo comments as to the arrangement for Helens play tonight. Can't wait for that, even if i am poorly!
Anyway, that's my dispicable life.

Hero

Mariah Carey


i need to be in the mood to write blogs, and i'm not..
So here's a quiz.

Name :
David
Nick Name :
Dave/Bubble Boy/Super Dave
Birthdate :
29/05/1990
Current Location:
Living Room
Eye Color:
Blue
Hair Color:
Brown
Height:
6ft.
Weight:
9stone
Piercings:
None
Tatoos:
Two, One On My Back And One On My Wrist.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Nope, Bit More ;]
Vehicle:
Vauxall Corsa (GINA!)
Overused Phrase:
Wazzack/Bint/Nut
FAVORITES
Food:
Noodles
Pub/Disc/Restaurant:
Relish Or Central Park
Sweet:
Twirls?
Number:
2
Color:
Blue/Red
Animal:
Fishh
Drink:
Red WKD/Fanta Fruit Twist/Watermelon Bacardi Breezer
Body Part on Opposite sex:
Does Hair Count?
Perfume:
On Me - Joop Jump; On Lauren - Midnight Fantasy
TV Show:
Hollyoaks/Desperate Housewives/The Bill
Music Album:
Out Of Control - Girls Aloud
Movie:
Amityville Horror
Actor/Actress:
Elle Fanning
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:
Pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing:
McDonalds
Chocolate or Vanilla
Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:
Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:
Both
Dog or Cat:
Cat
Rap or Punk:
Punk
Summer or Winter:
Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:
Scary
Love or Money:
Both.. But Probs Love.
YOUR...
Bedtime:
Usually Around Midnight
Most Missed Memory:
Dome Camp
Best phyiscal feature:
On Me? Geez None :L
First Thought Waking Up:
I Can Have Another Hour :)
Ambition:
Open A Clothes Shop
Best Friends:
Helen & Cassy
Weakness:
Lauren =/
Fears:
Canals
Longest relationship:
Nearly 5 Month
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner:
:O NO!
Ever been beaten up:
Yes ¬¬
Ever beaten someone up:
Yeah
Ever Shoplifted:
Sort Of?
Ever Skinny Dipped:
Noo
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:
Yes
Been Dumped Lately:
No :)
IN A GUY/GAL
Favorite Eye Color:
Blue
Favorite Hair Color:
Brown
Short or Long:
Long
Height:
Smaller Than Me But Not Too Short
Style:
Any Really
Looks or Personality:
Both
Hot or Cute
Cute
Muscular or Really Skinny:
Not Muscular :
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit:
Egypt
How do you want to Die:
In My Sleep
Been to the Mall Lately:
Noo
Get along with your Parents:
Noo
Health Freak:
A Bit
Do you think your Attractive:
Noo
Believe in Yourself:
Sometimes
Want to go to College:
I Do
Do you Smoke:
Nope
Do you Drink:
Yess
Shower Daily:
Yess
Been in Love:
I Am
Do you Sing:
I Try
Want to get Married:
Obvs ;]
Do you want Children:
Yess, A Girl
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:
Bit Personal Tar
Hate anyone:
Yes